I hate you.
I hate what's left in me now,
because of you.
DYHS,
i realised,
what we used to have,
what we used to share,
the feelings and devotion we had for each other,
are just bullshit.
I used to believe you did love me before,
which you've proved me wrong.

The greater things,
which I may and may not realise,
to hold it tight, close to me
for a lifetime.

Its been a long time since I meet up with them :) My dearest flute section.

I FAILED ...
































to show you guys a FAIL. LOL !

Tricked quite a few people with this sentence, LOL!
FTT is on 21st July, 2weeks later ? :)

Went to work after btt , time passed damn slow -.- boss is giving us more technical task.
I'm unhappy what my mum said to me just now. Didn't I give you allowance too when I just graduated from Sec4 working full time back then? How long have I stopped getting money from you? I hate being compared with my sister. Other than the other three brothers I had, whose age and career are much more further, do I deserve a lil credit more than just plain comparing from you? I'm not as clever as she does, or whatever, but I know, I did spare many many thoughts for you, and this is what you see in me.

I just need to rant!!!

Somehow, its when the absence of you in my mind, which makes me realise how much I want things to return its original state. ZWK

BTT on MONDAY :D

Everything, drifting.

Somehow, working has become my daily routine job, a part of my life.
Somehow, it helps a lot in allowing me to focus the right track of my life.
Somehow, I still can't help but admit,
my mind still involves a lil rewind of the good times we shared,
something that is gone forever in my life.
The right track of life, involves that presence of yours,
the changes you made, the laughters you created,
the tears you caused, those hurt you brought, and the hopes you crashed.
Everything, happens for a reason.

I've got my velvet jacket ! For just $8 ! LAUGHS !!! :D

Finally a off day today, but sad to say, I wanted to club or drink, but plan always backfire.
I'm unhappy ! ):
Just came home from clarkeq with joanna.
Went to bought my sticky candies, cost me $9.70! ):
Met up siongwei and zhimeng to eat ba ku teh, left home after eating.

Anyway, my birthday is coming soon? like within 2mths.
Planning to celebrate at boat q with bro since our bdae is the same,
and the friends we have are almost linked. :)


Somehow i still miss you deeply.
Those unwanted news about you, keeps ringing in my mind.
Is it the way we should be?
Just another mistake.

It can never be the way we used to.

Logging in blogger for a quick update.
Have not been online for 3days?
I miss my internet, laptop and everything.
Just finished playing L4D with joanna, heading to sleep after this !
I'm intending to get my burberry bag once i get my pay,
but i'm hesitating.
Its definitely not a right time to invest in labels.
And i'm aiming to get Samsung Star!
However to my disappointment,
it takes at least 4months for the pink one to come.
I would rather get my SE Idou by then.
If Idou has pink, i'm definitely getting it no matter what.
Have been working none stop since attachment started.
Eventually, i'm sick now.
And any unpleasant things are happening one after another.
I still miss him, sighs. *but i felt better after the long chat with jwbro.

The unpleasant thing i'm talking about, refers to my exbf.
Its been a long time since i remember his presence.
I thought this time round,
it would be different purpose when you approached me.
However its another disappointment. We used to be so close.
Yet all the things you remember about me,
is the way I always become helpess when you speak.
I wished I could help, when I did not want to help.
I hope your purpose was different, when I know its impossible.
Who am I to you? When you only see the good in me,
when you can't be truthful to your closest kin.
Who am I to you? When she's the one by your side now and then,
ever since you decide to cheat on me.
Who am I to you? What's the first thing that ran through your mind,
when you hear my name?

Disappointments, over and over again.
Even friends. Taken for granted? Sighs.

I miss Margaret!
I miss Rachel !
I miss Liling !
I miss Yunhan!
I miss Joanna!

I'm looking for velvet material hoodie jacket. Just plain black?blue?Grey? Drop me a tag if you know where to find it. Thanks

Steps that I've took, regardless its meant to be this way, good or bad,
I'll make sure the steps I take, will teach me how to live strong,
stand strong, love wisely, see clearly, judge better.

Another tiring day of attachment. Guess things are turning better? But i'm feeling sick.
Good things always come to an end.
Those moments that seems to last forever,
just ain't gonna come back.
Thanks for letting me know what's on your mind once and for all.
I've done nothing wrong, boy.
Tears almost fill my face, but I stay strong.
If I fall, you're never gonna be there anymore.
I know, it should end long ago.
I know, how far you've walked away from me.
I'll try my best to catch up that speed of yours,
to be alone once again.
The real defeat in life,
is to allow such things to affect you,
and worst, to give up.
Prove me wrong, if not fuck off.



(Quoted from Jingxuan's blog)

这旋律让我想起你。
无法跟着和你一样的速度，
离开你。




disappointments, that grew stronger.
i'm looking back, for that yuting who learns how to expect less,
in her life, to prevent more disappointments.

End of first week for attachment. Assignments are getting more and more.
Work for tomorrow and sunday at suntec. STRESS ! ):

❤LUOYUTING 罗玉婷
NYP student
born on 250890
loves all her friends

fate doesn't last long but destiny goes on

The best thing on earth, is to be able to know you.